"Hands down...I'm too proud, for love..."

This song explained EVERYTHING at the time...

Finito.... para bueno.

I was gonna right a blog about this situation, but.....that would be pointless.

"SHE'S On Fire..."

Now really....who is fuccin wit this nigga in the game right now?....I mean really?

"She Just Stuck In Houstatlantavegas...."

Cuz she live in a mindset that I could never move to.
Until you find yourself, its impossible to lose you
...Because I never had you...
Although I would be glad to...
I probably go and tattoo...your name on my heart,
I swear,
I start,
To think,
That I'm going crazy...

'And The Questions Come, Rolllllling In...'

when will you learn?

Soon hopefully.....

do you realize you honestly make me sick sometimes?

No I did not realize that

what do you see in yourself?

And by that you mean???

why do i get the feeling that at some point you are going to try and date to 'her'?

DATE WHO?!?!?!

Now I feel like these questions are just problems stemming from ONE main problem that she's having with me...but she just doesn't wanna say it yet.....

-OR-

......Maybe im just going about the WHOLE situation wrong and I need to look at it from another angle...

.....A Nigga Just Want Shit To Be Good, Ya Know?

So recently...I've been involved in a lil too much shit for my liking. I've been caught smoking by the principal OUTSIDE of school, my momma is sick as a dog, havin heart problems and has just been laid off (now I most def HAVE to get a job), teachers and people in school are becoming too much too handle, 'my girl' actin funny out of the blue for some reason, teachers all in my ass over the SMALLEST shit ...and to top it off the school WORK is piling UP. & When I sit back and think about everything its like...what am I goin through all this for?? Just to go RIGHT BACK to school next year in college, where there will be MORE work & more stress...things that I dont need right now.

& Recently, about 2 or 3 months ago I discovered a little stress reliever named WEED. Every since I started smokin, everything has been goin smooth, UNTIL I got caught... now its like everytime I smoke somethin bad happens that just fuccs my high ALL UP. & Its like Damn....Can a nigga have somethin that makes him happy (In all aspects of life)???

So pretty much as of right now, with all this shit goin on... I dont think im going to stop smoking for a minute... so niggas just gon have to be mad. Until I find somethin or 'someone' who can help me take my mind off of all this, the weed will still continue to get smoked :/..... :)

Kid Cudi - Pillow Talk & Kid Cudi - Higher Up

Thought I would share somethings that have been on REPEAT in my playlist for the last day and a half... pretty much shows how I have been feeling for the past week, Enjoy...