Tuesday, November 10, 2009

.....A Nigga Just Want Shit To Be Good, Ya Know?

So recently...I've been involved in a lil too much shit for my liking. I've been caught smoking by the principal OUTSIDE of school, my momma is sick as a dog, havin heart problems and has just been laid off (now I most def HAVE to get a job), teachers and people in school are becoming too much too handle, 'my girl' actin funny out of the blue for some reason, teachers all in my ass over the SMALLEST shit ...and to top it off the school WORK is piling UP. & When I sit back and think about everything its like...what am I goin through all this for?? Just to go RIGHT BACK to school next year in college, where there will be MORE work & more stress...things that I dont need right now.

& Recently, about 2 or 3 months ago I discovered a little stress reliever named WEED. Every since I started smokin, everything has been goin smooth, UNTIL I got caught... now its like everytime I smoke somethin bad happens that just fuccs my high ALL UP. & Its like Damn....Can a nigga have somethin that makes him happy (In all aspects of life)???

So pretty much as of right now, with all this shit goin on... I dont think im going to stop smoking for a minute... so niggas just gon have to be mad. Until I find somethin or 'someone' who can help me take my mind off of all this, the weed will still continue to get smoked :/..... :)