Monday, September 7, 2009

17 going on 29...

Sometimes I feel like I'm on a whole different world from some people (mentally). I think I might take things too seriously sometimes. Like when I was around 13 and 14, I used to think when your were 18, your mindset was supposed to be so adult-like...and I kinda still do. Looking at most of these 18 year old's, they act the same way I did... 3 years ago.

I feel like no one EVER understands where I'm coming from, besides my nigga E...Like during last school year 2nd semester, I said something on the Book that people took TOO seriously, here's the what I said:

Go on ahead and put ya next hoe on board.......Im feelin a lil deep right now haha... so quote of the day," I REALLY DONT LIKE DATIN... ALL I REALLY WANNA DO IS FUCK...I MEAN AINT THAT WUT ITS ALL FOR ANYWAYS??.....

lol... So this actually was a serious statement at the time, but everybody took it the wrong way, of course. But I still believe this statement a little bit, regardless of what anyone thinks. If anyone is actually smart of enough to read between the lines and realize the meaning behind it then 'Thank You' if not then, Fuck You!

My Superstar...


So... I had been recently thinking about starting a blog, and since my girl said it would help relieve some stress, then I guess it wouldn't hurt to try it.

But speaking of my girl...I am now in a relationship with a girl named Megan Vaughan. I love this girl to death...even though I don't say it much around others. She is really like my other half... sometimes I feel like we've been in a secret relationship for over 3 years lol. Even though we get into a lot of conflicts (half the time there my fault), we always seem to go right back to normal, or at least I think we do. I don't think our relationship can really be explained...seriously, therefore, please don't ask because from now on I'm just gonna say, "IDK".

I still have mixed feelings on this whole Bi-Lesbian thing, but I will try my best to deal with them, just for her. MEGAN > mikey

One last thing I want to say to her is...

'Don't misinterpret my random acts of stupidity, think of them as random acts of love.' :)

P.S. - You're my SUPERSTAR - Usher